Things have changed, I have changed. I am broken and alone i’ll break some more. I am weakened but I’ll harden still until I am stone once more. I’ll break my chains and fly once more, oh to be free just once more..
1 year ago
May The Fourth Be With You!!!
May The Fourth Be With You!!!
Notes: 1 / 1 year ago
I am awaiting the sunrise Gazing modestly through the coldest morning Once it came you lied Embracing us over autumn’s proud treetops I stand motionless In barrage of falling rain Your voice I cannot hear As I am falling again Devotion eludes And in sadness I lumber In my own ashes I am standing without a soul She wept and whispered: “I know…” We walked into the night Am I to bid you farewell? Why can’t you see that I try When every tear I shed Is for you?
1 year ago
Something more, something else?
If something more is too much to ask for? Could I please have something else? These last 25 years could just have been a bad dream. My eyes can’t see past this nightmare.
1 year ago
Parasites
Everyday I choose the path that will leave me most miserable in the end. It never stops, this urge to please the parasites. Flesh devouring leeches of misery, tell me how I can please all of you parasites at once?
1 year ago
"The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents. We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far. The sciences, each straining in its own direction, have hitherto harmed us little; but some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the deadly light into the peace and safety of a new dark age.
-H.P. Lovecraft, “The Call of Cthulhu"
2 years ago
from arisejackio
"there is a very dark and painful side to life, but that is natural. people in our culture think they shouldn’t ever be unhappy. they think being unhappy is unnatural. they try and make it go away. they take pills or they go to therapy to “fix” themselves. they blame themselves or others for their suffering. we need to understand that sadness is as much a part of this life as joy. it would be easy to just get bitter and cold while focusing on the dark side, but there is also an amazing, wonderful side of life. if you look for it, there is true magic all around us. maybe that sounds trite to the hardened self-protective modern ego, but there is magic in this miraculous life. if you open yourself, you do make yourself vulnerable to pain but the deeper pain you experience, the deeper joy you can have."